Seven Touches (which are permitted during lockdown)

touch stone, touch strength
(boulder, building, pebble)

touch grass, touch gratitude
(hillside, garden, park)

touch blossom, touch blessing
(daffodill, primrose, gorse)

touch catkin, touch caress
(hazel, willow, birch)

touch tree trunk, touch time
(pine, rowan, oak)

touch water, touch witness
(burn, loch, kyle)

touch leaf, touch life
(hawthorn, sorrel, dock)

Lochinver, Assynt, Sutherland, Scotland
1st April 2020

spring

fluffy pussy willow catkins, one opening with yellow seeds, the other closed with tight rosy fur

        springfire
        greenrose
        gentledown

Cwm Garw, Glamorgan, South Wales
26th March 2019

opening

partially opened crocus with purple-veined white petals and egg-yellow insides

Secret shadows inside the opening crocus, beneath the bare tree branches, behind your face.

What can you see between the fine sepals of your eyelids, in the opening buds of your eyes?

tiny hand curled round my thumb

Priory Park, Crouch End, London, England
26th February 2019

daffodils

Perth is a snowdrop festival: between the roots of trees in gardens, in the cracked courtyard of a derelict hotel and all along the banks of the Tay they gather, keeping company with the congregations of patchily-plumed black-headed gulls, which swoop and flutter over the river and its offerings of soggy bread.

The snowdrops are shy, or coy, hanging their heads delicately, while the crocuses burst rudely through beside them, pungent purple buds bulging skywards like proud phalluses. I try to prise one open but they’re holding their petals tightly closed, keeping their egg-yolk yellow insides stiffly guarded for now.

One small bunch of daffodils has come out, however – strangely early as they haven’t begun to open anywhere else on the river banks, nor were any open in warmer South Wales when we left yesterday morning on St David’s Day. They stand about nonchalantly in their frilly jaune abandon. And wee kids are out too in bright yellow vests, giggling at the gulls while they’re being shepherded about, enjoying a fluorescent florescence of their own. It’s all happening here. The season curls its yellow lip and coils, waiting to spring.

small clutch of daffodils with yellow-vested children in distance behind

Perth, Scotland
2nd March 2015

motion

snail on window

The season is on the move. Brambles sneak out their long thorny feelers, green fern heads unwind and the catkins on the alder give way to fresh folds of leaves, thrusting through like small fingers, grasping at the air. In the pulsing world too, things are on the go. Tortoiseshell butterflies drift on gentle gusts around the garden; jackdaws congregate in ragged black crowds to ride up and down the air currents above the rooftops; the white doves from the next village batter up and down the valley more energetically than ever; and high up on the hilltop moors, a red kite slowly circles.

Under the sun, all these layers of life reaching skyward. But none impress me so much as the visitor on our windowpane, who, with resolve and audacity, is quietly going for it, at a snail’s pace, climbing infinitesimally up.

Pontycymer, South Wales
6th April 2014

equinox

     finally
           we tilt sweetly
        towards the sun

Pontycymer, Cwm Garw, South Wales
20th March 2014